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#HaikuPoetryDay I missed it but I suppose the only logical thing to do would be to post a haiku today for haiku poetry day. I think DA just wants someone to use the status feature.
~In The Bottle~




People die when they get old but not you,
you ferment like wine getting better with age,
your lips are the tip of the bottle and I get drunk off your blood,

I look up to you and feel small,
When one foot is in the grave only your smile can cure me,
Inside you, the belly of the beast,

I gave you my warmth in the winter,
You held me as all the memories that broke you came flooding back,
I let you keep them from me,

Open you up,
What's inside the quiet man?
The one who suffered alone with love in his life,

You won't be there at all,
I don't know where my mind has gone,
Your shoulders are of a bottle of whiskey and I get drunk off your sweat,

I'm falling and you can't hang on to me,
You're far away in your nightmares,
I won't change inside you.





In The Bottle © J-Goth/Amanda P.
In The Bottle
Written on 4/11/15, I understand that some of my poems are hard to get, but I do often write poems with messages that are more straightforward. This is one of them. I appreciate all comments and I hope you enjoy it. 
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~Pomnit~





Always keep in mind,
The ties you separate,
Keeps confined prisoners,

You don't regret what you did,
You're afraid,
You made the wrong choice,

No matter what lies beneath the surface,
Or who or what should be the bearer of light,
Nothing matters, as everything ends with a purpose,

A murder of crows will follow you,
Until the end of your days,
You will never have to turn around,

They can spare you any pain,
Your heart knows how scary it is when your mind will not hear,
Back is to the wall,

Keep in mind that there's no such thing as perfection,
Scratch the surface and secrets bleed through,
You just can't shake the guilt or resist the temptation,

You see a monster but that doesn't mean that it's there,
It has already known your taste for so long,
And could go without,

Could you mend where they cut their ties?
Your dreams are your escape,
When the truth hurts, you believe in nothing.





Pomnit © J-Goth/Amanda P.
Pomnit
Russian word for retain, keep in mind, do not forget. Leave a comment! They really help. I hope you enjoy this one.
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New lit; fandom stuff goes on tumblr so if you're from tumblr, I hope you'll check it out and give me some feedback. On the other hand, I'm working on a short drabble for right here on DA called Mon Tourtereau as well as a poem called Pomnit. I really hope you all enjoy them and as always, thank you for reading.
Here I will post some of my best poems in one place for your convenience. I hope you all enjoy them, feel free to leave me some feedback, it would really mean a lot. Thank you for reading. 


Hollow~きょ~
So young and so used,
Don't stop, the world is watching,
They can't look away.
I am a coward,
I've seen things you won't believe,
I wish you would stay.
Try to convince you,
I made peace with who I am,
Deny who I was.
We cover our scars,
We take hits when we are bored,
They make us look good.
Not afraid to die,
Where will we be tomorrow?
Bear a sincere smile.
I taste only sin,
The night is our memory,
No fear of regret.
Smell the stench of death,
Burning in the lust of youth,
Breathing is shallow.
I glamorized suicide,
Brought stories from down under,
And I'm a hero.
~きょ~ © J-Goth/Amanda P.

Dirty~Dirty~
He wanted one taste
Flesh of dry wine summer fruit
Sins of a good man
Dark eyes held their gaze
Expression that made him weak
Beautiful theory
Shockingly returned
Spoiled for the lover he took
At their beck and call
Maybe he believed
It was real for the first time
Walked away again
Start over again
He wanted another taste
Promise addiction
Opened up for him
They carried the guilt for him
For another taste
Dirty © J-Goth/Amanda P.

The First Meeting~The First Meeting~
He was from the Midwest
so his face was pretty common
no one really noticed him
until he went out of his way to be unusual
He was the light to her darkness
he lit her cigarette in a Manhattan bar not long ago
he had to give himself a pep-talk so he could gather
enough courage to say hello
That's when it began to rain
people scrambled to catch cabs
a woman held her purse over her head
another had a man to hold her umbrella
He felt at home with the sound of the rain
as it collaborated with whatever was playing on the jukebox
her voice sang over them both
he wanted to capture that voice like a firefly
He let himself get lost in everything
it felt like they were subjects of observation
or as though they were both fantasies projected through her eyes
to test the limits of the imagination
It began as something just a tad more than casual
nothing hurt as good as they felt in each other's arms
he was the light to her darkness
the first kiss was like a shadow over the moon
T

White Crow~White Crow~
You decayed under my kiss,
my tongue caught between your teeth,
my lips wrapped around them as though flesh were there still.
Don't forsake me,
I feel my own mortal coil coming undone,
We're just kindred spirits who hoped to survive in a godless world.
If you earned your wings today, I wonder,
could you bear the cutting, pinching,
threading, pulling, bleeding, stitching,
pain that would be involved in attaching an angel's wings?
What did you think it would be like?
I bet you thought they would just sprout,
Nothing comes from nothing, we know,
It's a small price to pay to be able to wander in paradise.
I believe in god, you didn't have to, but I do
I didn't used to until I met you,
it helped me realize there had to be something controlling fate,
in the most unpredictable way.
Time did to your skin like cracks in porcelain,
Memories left a  messy trail in the heart,
They fought back strong when oppressed,
as they felt threatened that they would be forgotten.
I let go of

The First Meeting~The First Meeting~
He was from the Midwest
so his face was pretty common
no one really noticed him
until he went out of his way to be unusual
He was the light to her darkness
he lit her cigarette in a Manhattan bar not long ago
he had to give himself a pep-talk so he could gather
enough courage to say hello
That's when it began to rain
people scrambled to catch cabs
a woman held her purse over her head
another had a man to hold her umbrella
He felt at home with the sound of the rain
as it collaborated with whatever was playing on the jukebox
her voice sang over them both
he wanted to capture that voice like a firefly
He let himself get lost in everything
it felt like they were subjects of observation
or as though they were both fantasies projected through her eyes
to test the limits of the imagination
It began as something just a tad more than casual
nothing hurt as good as they felt in each other's arms
he was the light to her darkness
the first kiss was like a shadow over the moon
T

I'll Be~I'll Be~
I'm not leaving you,
You didn't leave me when I needed you,
I'll be right here until you recover,
I can't let go of you,
We've been through so little together,
Already we've grown so close,
Both life and death are hard to cope with,
I promise you that before you leave this earth,
you will find peace,
It's so hard to breathe with this pain in my chest,
I catch myself crying,
At the stains on your shirt,
I'll be right here,
I'll love you for as long as I can,
For as long as you need me,
Did we miss something?
When we met that day?
Was it all part of your plan?
We didn't know which direction to go at the crossroads,
You were there before I was,
Yet you still don't know the way,
I held a broken person in my arms and cried,
For everything I lost,
I admit that I've never been more at home,
I knew that you loved me enough to tear down that wall,
Showed the side of you that had been hidden behind years of abuse,
I see your eyes moving rapidly beneath the lids and know that you will m

Omega~Omega
The first and the last of the ignorant will dance in the blush,
How much does it take to humiliate them?
I love to torment them,
When they said  "God help me" they didn't mean me,
We went on playing this game,
I'm tired of these fucking rules,
I'm tired of being one of these needy sheep,
If I had any integrity would I stand a chance?
I was exhausted and disappointed that I couldn't satisfy my own demons,
I am the end all,
I will sit here, comfortable in the blush,
eating ladyfingers and chocolate,
The sound of the droning singing in the church,
Will keep me entertained for a while.
Omega © J-Goth/Amanda P.

New Love~New Love~
When I look at you,
I feel so many things,
A feeling of longing inches its way into my cold heart,
I ask myself so many questions,
Do I want you or do I want to be you?
I admire you from a distance, my world is at peace,
I think of what it would be like to touch your face,
To hold you in my arms and sing to you, to watch you sleep soundly,
To kiss you,
If I told you this, I know it would seem like a childish fantasy,
Like a teenager hopelessly infatuated with a crush,
I do love you, even though we're not the same,
The voices in my head told me that you were mine,
I believed them,
They were so beautiful,
But you will never be mine,
So jaded, yet kind,
You make me remember the days when I was of sound heart and mind.
New Love © J-Goth/Amanda P.

Lesser Being~Lesser Being~
You get more beautiful every time you look at me.
Your eyes, the most beautiful eyes, are always filled with tears.
I want to be near you. My strength and character are put to the test,
every time I see you.
I feel rotten. You reach into me and pull out everything that I try to hide.
I want to play the blame game, for everything that I am. The closer I get,
the farther away it seems.
I hold you close, like a child does her doll, and I'm battling the demons inside.
I'm often confused but one thing is always certain.
The way you smile. The way your skin feels. Only a fool would ignore such
perfection.
I lose my breath when your dress falls around your ankles, or did I
dream it? In my mind, everything is the same.
Dreams are real, and everything that is real, is a dream. You can't believe that
I live like this, but if you knew, you would understand.
The way you speak to me. I have never felt so human.  I feel. One can say that I feel more than anyone else.
I kiss
New lit; fandom stuff goes on tumblr so if you're from tumblr, I hope you'll check it out and give me some feedback. On the other hand, I'm working on a short drabble for right here on DA called Mon Tourtereau as well as a poem called Pomnit. I really hope you all enjoy them and as always, thank you for reading.

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Jin: Thanks for the fave!
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Just wrote a new one fav.me/d8m190a  My Bipolar mania is kicking in the past few days  lol
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Just letting you know your poem dirty totally inspires me to write a very personal poem.  Love to hear what you think ianderickson.deviantart.com/ar…
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I love you too! :blackrose:
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Thank you...thank you so much
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Thanks for the fave  :)
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J-Goth Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2014  Student General Artist
Your work is incredible. I've never seen anything like it. You deserve many faves. Do you do commissions?
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JohnPatience Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2014
Thanks very much indeed.
No I'm afraid I don't do commissions. I was a professional illustrator for about thirty years and worked to meet publishers requirements, now I'm retired and have only myself to please; I like it that way.  :)
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